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    The Doll

    Post by iKevinly on August 19th 2011, 5:00 pm

    The Doll

    The doll and its smile,
    And it's immobile hands and heart.
    Found its owner one day,
    And that's when the love had a start.

    Day after day, night after night,
    Love was given from Allie, just a five-year old girl.
    And day after day, night after night,
    The doll kept smiling and felt loved in this world.

    Allie was beautiful and happy.
    She had everything anyone could need.
    And so, the doll hung onto the girl.
    Smiling and smiling as its heart finally began to bleed.

    The heart finally began to reveal itself,
    The doll was revived.
    The heart finally began to pump blood,
    The doll has survived.

    And the day the doll began to move,
    Allie was astonished and glad.
    As the day the doll began to speak and love,
    There was simply no more mad or sad.

    The world found out,
    The parents were filled with joy.
    To see reporters come to Allie's house,
    And report on the new toy.

    The toy who could now speak and move,
    And talk and love and hug and smile.
    Allie was happy,
    Yet only for a while.

    "Dinner's ready,"
    The mother would say to the doll.
    "This is delicious!"
    Allie said--yet only to the walls.

    The doll began to grow and talk,
    It could now sing and play.
    It learned how to type,
    It was learning every day.

    The doll grew new hair and new beautiful skin,
    The doll's eyes grew real.
    As Allie grew sadder and darker,
    Feeling her heart begin to seal.

    And so, Allie grew short and vanquished--
    Into the dark and lonely room.
    Where she finally let out her last breathe,
    And accepted her doom.

    And as Allie's parents and friends smiled at her creation,
    Allie simply grew more small and small.
    Until finally, one day, Allie's creation walked in,
    And found Allie as a doll.


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    Re: The Doll

    Post by iKevinly on August 19th 2011, 5:04 pm

    Myself.

    Interpret this poem as you wish.
    And all I can really say is. . .

    You girls should never be sad.
    Because if you enjoy my accompiement, you'll enjoy Wayne's more.

    Never thought. .
    What I told him once could really happen.
    "Wayne, you know we have nothing in common . . Why are we even friends?"

    And yet,
    That was the last time I really had a great time with Wayne.
    As now, Wayne isn't afraid of IA anymore.
    He has his friends,
    He has his back-up,
    He has his family,
    He has his life.
    He's set.

    Congratulations, girls.

    If you like me as a friend,
    You'll love Wayne.

    He's the creation.
    He's finished.
    He's done.

    And soon, I'll reside in my room.
    Turning into the doll I once was,
    Turning into a doll.


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    Re: The Doll

    Post by Sophie on August 19th 2011, 5:50 pm

    Kevin.

    This poem is... beautiful
    Yet worrying at the same time.
    I'm not sure how to word it,
    Should I speak in a rhyme?

    I think you're fine
    Just the way you are
    I don't need Wayne
    I want you more by far.

    Perhaps I'm a bit idealistic
    But, that's the way I am
    Stop thinking those thoughts
    It worries your friends...


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    Post by iKevinly on August 19th 2011, 6:21 pm

    Then you're foolish,
    Naive, or both at the same time.
    Wayne has everything I once had,
    He has everything that once was mine.

    Forget about it,
    Everyone seems to grow,
    Everyone seems to become happier and happier.

    Good for them.
    Truly,
    Truly good for them.


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    Re: The Doll

    Post by Sophie on August 19th 2011, 7:14 pm

    Ah, so I'm the fool now
    With my simpleminded thoughts?
    But, isn't simple sometimes better?
    There's no need to be lost.

    Please, ask for help
    If you need it, please go
    Else, remember your friends
    Who like you more then you know

    What? Is everything about Wayne?
    Is this world completely his?
    The way you speak
    Makes him look like a myth

    I'll like him better?
    You're the one that's my friend
    Do I seem like the type
    To abandon a hand?

    I won't ask you to smile
    That's asking to much
    But, please, just consider
    Using these friends as a crutch.


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    Re: The Doll

    Post by Sophie on August 19th 2011, 7:23 pm

    For you. <3




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    Re: The Doll

    Post by iKevinly on August 19th 2011, 7:37 pm

    Use these friends as a crutch?
    Use these friends as a crutch?
    Sophie, that's what I've been doing this whole time.
    And it's just becoming a bit too much.

    I've been talking to Emma over the summer,
    That went out okay.
    But then everyone crumbled down,
    On that one fateful day.

    Where I took it too far,
    I gave Emma my thoughts.
    That's where I told myself,
    Kindness is what I need to be taught.

    Kindness--to not worry your friends,
    To live your own life--to take it like a man.
    And so I stopped talking, I stopped telling,
    Since that just brings harm, I'm taking it like a man. . . I am,

    And to be honest, care is something I lost.
    If I lost this battle with myself,
    If all breaks down,
    If all becomes Hell. . .

    At least you all will be happy for now,
    And that's the key.
    That the world will still turn,
    With or without me.

    But in actuality, listen.
    Just relax, it's a phase.
    I'm actually happy,
    This is actually a good day.

    Yes, that's true.
    I'm not lying through my teeth,
    As seeing Emma cry over me,
    Just made me so weak.

    So I vowed to make you all not worry,
    To make you all happy and glad.
    And yes, this is all about Wayne,
    He can make me happy, mad or sad.

    Wayne has won,
    He's living his IA life and is happy.
    Hell, who am I?
    Who needs Kevin Lee.

    In Freshmen Year, he was just so shy.
    He was just some little ol' guy.
    I had that Stuco Speech and I had good ol' friends,
    Yet I helped Wayne out. . My god, Why?

    And now, in junior year,
    Wayne is happy with Pary or Eric.
    They're his real friends, ones with characteristics the same.
    I'm just generic.

    I told Wayne before that we have nothing in common--
    That we're just a mistake because I told him I'm gay.
    And he would say "No, we're friends cause we are."
    Sadly, those words are forgotten to this day.

    Now I see that trust is easy.
    That trust is something that I can easily gain and destroy.
    Simply tell someone a secret,
    "I'm Gay!" And they're your toy.

    They trust you since you trust them,
    It's a fascinating thing. .
    It broke my heart,
    I'm actually crying.

    But it's fine,
    All is well,
    All is good.
    There is no Hell.

    In actuality,
    The world is turning and turning
    And I'm smiling and smiling as the world keeps turning.

    I truly am,
    Don't worry.

    Just don't. .
    Don't worry.


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    Re: The Doll

    Post by Ketchup Girl on August 20th 2011, 12:46 am

    Not to cut off Sophie, but I must interject.
    And I can't understand, with all due respect.
    But I will not lecture, or give you advice.
    It's not my place, and it wouldn't be nice.
    (Besides, Sophie stated what needs to be said.
    Whatever I'd say, you'd have already read.)
    I will not dare to ask what happened, at that
    Because that would be rude, and I'm not such a brat.

    But kindness is not being alone and closed-in.
    Kindness is spread, it's taken, given.
    It is not to be spread at the giver's expense,
    and therefore your line kind of doesn't make sense.

    Your friends are there, being crutches at will.
    That is kindness, it takes no special skill.
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    Re: The Doll

    Post by iKevinly on August 20th 2011, 11:42 am

    Interesting. .
    Thanks Monika~


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